let me hold your hand

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Hold my hand, lee hi, lesson learnt, life companion, life lesson, life story, Love

It started when I—as usual—was streaming randomly at YouTube and this song came up and played. Then, I remember the time when we started this all, trying to know each other and trust each other. The time when I barely knew you—and honestly, I still learn to know you more bit by bit, by now. It was almost a year ago.

Let me hold your hand, again and again and again!

 

love,
atviana

postscript: It is always like this. One song is entitled to particular one moment. Once it plays, the rest is just the pieces of memory. 

postscript 2: the location of Lee Hi Run to You this time is Sinchon, I or let say we have many loving moments there. hahaha..

the songs that make me, me.

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life, life story

I know I will sound cheesy, or clingy or anything possibly cross your mind if you know me well. I tend to have unchanged preference in music. It means after all these years, I undoubted still listen to the same songs over and over again. Even though there will be new list added.

Nah, the problem lies with the fact that, every song originally came from one exact period of my life. When I fell in love with the beat, the lyrics and so on, my life at that time represented beautifully by the song. That is—up to today—the main reason why I love a particular song.

when

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daily life, lesson learnt, life lesson, Love

When you could not retain your anger,
rest of the matters are just complete disasters.
When you can’t value the things precious around you,
nothing really come into you. 
Again.

 

#reallyselfnote

…
You’re the light, you’re the night
You’re the color of my blood
You’re the cure, you’re the pain
You’re the only thing I wanna touch
Never knew that it could mean so much, so much
…

Mood Swing

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daily life, daily rumble, descendants of the sun, lee hi, my star, random talking

This post was initiated when I read one of my colleague post on the “it” drama that just ended beautifully. Yes, it is the Descendants of the Sun.

It was about the finale—which had the most epic scene so far. The scene was when Capt. Yoo Shi Jin came back from his death and found dr. Kang in the middle of some countries desert. In her confusion and relieve realizing that Capt. Yoo Shi Jin was not dead, dr. Kang just abruptly went into his hug—typical Korean Drama Scene. But the afterwards were the most amusing things dr. Kang did. Her mood swing. This video below will tell you all.

my life is a beauty

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daily life, lesson learnt, life, life lesson

Assalamu’alaikum wr. wb.

Ide tulisan ini tetiba mencuat pada pagi hari ketika saya memulai menyalakan laptop dan layar monitor untuk memulai hari. Dan selanjutnya saya menyadari—setelah melihat postingan seorang teman blogger—bahwa hari ini 27 Oktober 2015, sekali lagi kita merayakan Hari Blogger Nasional. Terbersitlah keinginan untuk membuat sebuah postingan khusus. Seiring berjalannya hari ditengah-tengah melakukan pekerjaan kantor ide dan kerangka bermunculan meminta untuk dicatat.

Adalah my current jam. Single debut Taeyon yang berjudul I, dimana salah satu sajaknya berbunyi: my life is a beauty. Dalam lagu ini Taeyon semacam curcol. She’s so happy with her life now. She was pitied, but she’s strong enough to proof herself as a tough beautiful young women conquering the world *ceilah bahasa gw.

get engaged (again) with Tay

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Blank Space, Song, Taylor Swift, Taylor Swift new album, Taylor Swift new song

Obviously, I don’t have the long list as Taylor has or anything near to that, but something I realized after I heard the song for the couple of times.

Cause you know I love the players,
And you love the game…

It is just exactly what happens for the last five years. After several names, they are very close to some players. Hahaha… :D

When exactly I’ll met THE ONE? Wkwkwk..

Enjoy the song. Blank Space #2 track on 1989.

cheers,

atviana

…

So it’s gonna be forever
Or it’s gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it’s over
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They’ll tell you I’m insane
Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

Cause we’re young and we’re reckless
We’ll take this way too far and leave you breathless
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They’ll tell you I’m insane
But I got a blank space baby
And I’ll write your name

…

Twinkle, little star…

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deadline, dream, final exam, life, little star, mozart, star, twinkle twinkla little star

Assalamu ‘alaykum wr. wb.
Hello readers, how is your April 14? Yeah it’s today. It’s my final draft deadline, and my sister’s final exam. Well it’s hectic and I slept for only 1 hour at most last night. To be fair, yeah it’s completely my own fault for being such a deadliner, but you know, my best performance is always triggered at a time like this.
For my sister also, it’s her one step closer to the real world, that life always has obstacles. Even me, her big sister hasn’t been yet entering the real (harsh) world for her almost 25 years of life. Yet, whatever it is, however it goes, life still accommodates us to dream as high as that twinkling little star…
So just be dare to dream that (damn) high!!!

twinkle, twinkle, little star
how I wonder what you are
up above the world so high
like a diamond in the sky
twinkle, twinkle, little star
how I wonder what you are

cheers,

atviana

who do you think you are?

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Christina Perri, hearts, jar of hearts

jar of hearts, and whose hearts are they? yours…

And who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart…

 

I was sorry, for broke it.
And somehow, I am the one who (still) cannot moving forward.
And it’s like looking at the mirror, seeking my own reflection while asking, “who do you think you are?”

 

cheers,

atviana

 

image via favim.com

Research Trip: Round Up Day 2-5, The Climb!

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fieldwork, fireworks Katy Perry, friendship, hujan, Kudus, Muria Mountain, nature, Open Happiness, Patiayam Mountain, pelangi, photography, rain, rainbow, research, research stuffs, Research Trip, sweet memory, The Climb Miley Cyrus, transportation, travel, traveling

Assalamu ‘alaykum, Hello everyone!

Shame on me to take more than two weeks delay to post the next Research Trip post. As you knew, I am doing my research’s field work in Kudus, Central Java. Early of last week, I was being reviewed by reviewer from ITC, and this last weekend something big happened so I didn’t really have time to make even a simple post, my apologizes.

Well, you can call me a drama queen but my latest research trips all are about music video materials. Ke ke ke ke.. Started from the third day,

the one that got away

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hujan, Katy Perry, Love, Memory, rain, sweet memory, Sweet Songs, the one that got away, vintage

When this single first came out in 2011, I thought that it would be a perfect brokenhearted song. At that time –I don’t know— I have already felt that my relationship was not that strong. There was a slight-tiny-very little thought that I would lost it away, I would lost my love. Yeah no doubt, in every beginning there just will be an ending. Only Alloh swt is, who doesn’t have it all: beginning and ending.

And now, I’m listening to this song all over again