my old story

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iu, my old story

I just rewatched some 2018 show with IU as guest and one of the section is her singing My Old Story.

She has lot of good song, good sad song to be precise and to be honest I love this remake song even before I fell in love with Ending Scene, Through the Night or Dear Name.

My friend and I used to fangirling IU and we used to listen her songs together remotely via YouTube—including this song. Nowdays I often listen to her songs due to their relevance.

However the after effect is instant. It reminds me to everything that happened,

about love, hatred, the open wound and every single sad and hurtful things that come along the way…

And then I opened my WordPress app with definite plan to start writing a melancholy post and before that really happened, I accidentally—or actually not—read Mbak Meutia Halida’s new post.

Mak jleb, serasa diingatkan kembali, diikat dan dijejakkan kepada bumi.

I should set my self free…

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And when I knew IU will have concert in Jakarta this December, it feels like, I need to come and experience her singing live. I am still considering to go or not to go…

lebih bahagia (?)

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daily life, jalan-jalan, lesson learnt, photography

Ingin sebenarnya berbagi hal yang tidak terlalu personal, tetapi itu seperti harapan palsu karena blog ini pun mengambil platform sebagai personal blog. Wkwkwk. Tetapi maksud saya mungkin kurang lebih ingin sekali berbagi suatu hal yang less curcol gitu kali ya, karena nulis apapun pasti ditutup dengan curcol. Dan karena kondisi emosional saya saat ini, jujur saja saya sangat-sangat membutuhkan menulis sebagai sarana terapi. Jadi ya maaf lah ya~ kalau semua tulisan saya meski mengembara kemana-mana ujungnya menye-menye juga. LOL.

Cerita kali ini saya mulai dengan weekend penutup Bulan Maret lalu, saya bersama dengan teman-teman yang telah saling mengenal, berbagi tangis dan tawa selama dua belas tahun terakhir sejak di IPB, menghabiskan waktu yang memberi makan jiwa: kunjungan ke Balai Kota Jakarta, Museum Pustaka di Perpustakaan Nasional, cuci mata di Local Market Id dan Semasa di Kota Tua, menikmati gelato enak daaaaan makan sushi setelah ngidam berminggu-minggu.

Berpisah Itu Mudah

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beautiful life, berpisah itu mudah, lesson learned, lesson learnt, life lesson, mikha tambayong, rezky febian

Just want to make a quick and short post on my kinda current life soundtrack:

Percayalah sayang
Berpisah itu mudah
Tak ada kamu di hidupku
Aku mampu
Namun menghapuskan
Semua kenangan kita
Adalah hal yang paling menyulitkan untukku

Love You Anymore

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love you anymore, Michael Buble

I’ve heard this song once it was first released but really I didn’t take it too personal. But this morning while doing some house chores I was streaming on Youtube and found the recent James Corden carpool karaoke with Michale Bublé and listened to this song again. And I just felt like some part of me could closely relate to the song, or even to Michael’s story. It really got me especially when the part of Michael was being so emotional and getting teary eyes. I do understand his feeling.

the songs that make me, me.

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life, life story

I know I will sound cheesy, or clingy or anything possibly cross your mind if you know me well. I tend to have unchanged preference in music. It means after all these years, I undoubted still listen to the same songs over and over again. Even though there will be new list added.

Nah, the problem lies with the fact that, every song originally came from one exact period of my life. When I fell in love with the beat, the lyrics and so on, my life at that time represented beautifully by the song. That is—up to today—the main reason why I love a particular song.

when

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daily life, lesson learnt, life lesson, Love

When you could not retain your anger,
rest of the matters are just complete disasters.
When you can’t value the things precious around you,
nothing really come into you.
Again.

 

#reallyselfnote

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Mood Swing

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daily life, daily rumble, descendants of the sun, lee hi, my star, random talking

This post was initiated when I read one of my colleague post on the “it” drama that just ended beautifully. Yes, it is the Descendants of the Sun.

It was about the finale—which had the most epic scene so far. The scene was when Capt. Yoo Shi Jin came back from his death and found dr. Kang in the middle of some countries desert. In her confusion and relieve realizing that Capt. Yoo Shi Jin was not dead, dr. Kang just abruptly went into his hug—typical Korean Drama Scene. But the afterwards were the most amusing things dr. Kang did. Her mood swing. This video below will tell you all.

my life is a beauty

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daily life, lesson learnt, life, life lesson

Assalamu’alaikum wr. wb.

Ide tulisan ini tetiba mencuat pada pagi hari ketika saya memulai menyalakan laptop dan layar monitor untuk memulai hari. Dan selanjutnya saya menyadari—setelah melihat postingan seorang teman blogger—bahwa hari ini 27 Oktober 2015, sekali lagi kita merayakan Hari Blogger Nasional. Terbersitlah keinginan untuk membuat sebuah postingan khusus. Seiring berjalannya hari ditengah-tengah melakukan pekerjaan kantor ide dan kerangka bermunculan meminta untuk dicatat.

Adalah my current jam. Single debut Taeyon yang berjudul I, dimana salah satu sajaknya berbunyi: my life is a beauty. Dalam lagu ini Taeyon semacam curcol. She’s so happy with her life now. She was pitied, but she’s strong enough to proof herself as a tough beautiful young women conquering the world *ceilah bahasa gw.

get engaged (again) with Tay

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Blank Space, Song, Taylor Swift, Taylor Swift new album, Taylor Swift new song

Obviously, I don’t have the long list as Taylor has or anything near to that, but something I realized after I heard the song for the couple of times.

Cause you know I love the players,
And you love the game…

It is just exactly what happens for the last five years. After several names, they are very close to some players. Hahaha… :D

When exactly I’ll met THE ONE? Wkwkwk..

Enjoy the song. Blank Space #2 track on 1989.

cheers,

atviana

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So it’s gonna be forever
Or it’s gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it’s over
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They’ll tell you I’m insane
Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

Cause we’re young and we’re reckless
We’ll take this way too far and leave you breathless
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They’ll tell you I’m insane
But I got a blank space baby
And I’ll write your name

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Twinkle, little star…

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deadline, dream, final exam, life, little star, mozart, star, twinkle twinkla little star

Assalamu ‘alaykum wr. wb.
Hello readers, how is your April 14? Yeah it’s today. It’s my final draft deadline, and my sister’s final exam. Well it’s hectic and I slept for only 1 hour at most last night. To be fair, yeah it’s completely my own fault for being such a deadliner, but you know, my best performance is always triggered at a time like this.
For my sister also, it’s her one step closer to the real world, that life always has obstacles. Even me, her big sister hasn’t been yet entering the real (harsh) world for her almost 25 years of life. Yet, whatever it is, however it goes, life still accommodates us to dream as high as that twinkling little star…
So just be dare to dream that (damn) high!!!

twinkle, twinkle, little star
how I wonder what you are
up above the world so high
like a diamond in the sky
twinkle, twinkle, little star
how I wonder what you are

cheers,

atviana