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Monthly Archives: October 2019

my old story

30 Wednesday Oct 2019

Posted by Atviana in Revealing Me <3, Sweet Songs

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iu, my old story

I just rewatched some 2018 show with IU as guest and one of the section is her singing My Old Story.

She has lot of good song, good sad song to be precise and to be honest I love this remake song even before I fell in love with Ending Scene, Through the Night or Dear Name.

My friend and I used to fangirling IU and we used to listen her songs together remotely via YouTube—including this song. Nowdays I often listen to her songs due to their relevance.

However the after effect is instant. It reminds me to everything that happened,

about love, hatred, the open wound and every single sad and hurtful things that come along the way…

And then I opened my WordPress app with definite plan to start writing a melancholy post and before that really happened, I accidentally—or actually not—read Mbak Meutia Halida’s new post.

Mak jleb, serasa diingatkan kembali, diikat dan dijejakkan kepada bumi.

I should set my self free…

…

And when I knew IU will have concert in Jakarta this December, it feels like, I need to come and experience her singing live. I am still considering to go or not to go…

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Hari Blogger Nasional 2019

27 Sunday Oct 2019

Posted by Atviana in Some Speeches (bla..bla..)

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27 oktober 2019, hari blogger nasional, hari blogger nasional 2019

Hanya mau mengucapkan, Selamat Hari Blogger Nasional, 27 Oktober 2019 untuk teman-teman blogger sekalian!

🙆

xoxoxoxo

atviana

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Traveling Talk: Keliling Jakarta – Galeri Nasional

23 Wednesday Oct 2019

Posted by Atviana in Artworks, Photography, Visit Indonesia

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Affandi, atviana traveling talk, Galeri Nasional, Keliling Jakarta, Raden Saleh, Sejarah Seni Lukis Indonesia, Traveling Talk

Sudah hampir genap empat tahun saya tinggal di Jakarta dan kayaknya saya nggak kemana-mana, paling mal dan mal lagi. Padahal atraksi budayanya buanyak banget Jakarta itu, jadi untuk memanfaatkan waktu agar lebih bermakna, positif dan hitung-hitung menambah pengetahuan saya mau menamatkan mengunjungi museum-museum dan galeri yang ada di Jakarta. Masih di bawah tag Traveling Talk, akan saya buatkan khusus tag Keliling Jakarta untuk seri ini.

Sebenarnya, Galeri Nasional bukan tujuan pertama saya, kurang lebih sebulan lalu saya mengunjungi Museun Nasional atau yang dikenal dengan Museum Gajah, kemudian bulan Maret lalu saya ke Balai Kota Jakarta dan bertahun-tahun lalu saya juga mengunjungi Monumen Nasional, tetapi Museum pertama saya adalah Museum Fatahilah.

Namun, seri pertama bahasan di bawah label khusus ini saya mulai dengan kunjungan saya ke Galeri Nasional di hari Sabtu yang cerah yang lalu, yang tentunya masih anget aja ya.

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Perkembangan Anak

17 Thursday Oct 2019

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Jadi selepas magrib, sambil video call hari ini gw juga diskusi sama guru di sekolah bocah. Karena ada sebuah kejadian yang mengharuskan gw untuk diskusi. Lah keterusan Ustadzah jadi cerita banyak keseharian bocah di sekolah.

Huhuhuu.. Rasanya hati mamak berbunga-bunga, jadi g sabar nunggu rapotan.

Mungkin karena saat ini kita sudah dimudahkan dengan adanya teknologi, komunikasi jadi lebih mudah memantau perkembangan anak jadi lebih intens. Sering banget tuh kami di group wa mamah-mamah dikasih laporan kegiatan belajar mengajar harian. Kemudian hasil belajar anak-anak dan momen sewaktu mereka bermain.

Hal yang saya pelajari hari ini, ternyata bocahku sayang sama adik-adiknya di sekolah (karena di daycare umurnya cukup beragam, batch kali ini lebih banyak yang bayi-bayi). Tetapi juga suka usil dan nggak mau kalahan sama yang seusia.

Alhamdulillaaaah Tabarakallah…

Semoga ananda menjadi anak shalih ya dek ya…

xoxoxo

atviana

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kangen pengen ke Korea lagi

14 Monday Oct 2019

Posted by Atviana in Magnificent Journey

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so I join this:

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sad love

13 Sunday Oct 2019

Posted by Atviana in Revealing Me <3

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autumn, fall, life, life lesson, sad love

Suddenly I want to write about this, it is because my impulsive comment to my friend’s Instagram post about autumn. And then I made it into story, and I feel the urge to write it down on a blog post.

Frankly speaking my favorite season is autumn. I know tropic doesn’t have autumn but we sometimes have short fall periode when many of our big trees lose their leaves during our dry season .

Traveling back in time when I was living in Bogor around ten years ago, there were sometimes when the brown and yellow leaves were falling down to the ground after blast of winds and the young me was happily standing under those beautiful scenes just like in the mellow dramatic movies.

That’s how I truly love this season. Yet because of this and that, my real autumn memories nowdays are clouded by some bitter feelings.

And the first thing crossed my mind upon thought of “autumn” is sad love.

Sometimes, I just want to be genuinely happy again seeing those yellow leaves falling close to my feet.

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Cerita Awo main tepot-tepot

11 Friday Oct 2019

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Art of motherhood, cerita awo, lesson learned, lesson learnt

Dalam tiga minggu terakhir ini, anakku udah ke dokter tiga kali. Sebabnya apa, yang pertama radang batuk pilek gegara makan es krim ditengah panasnya mentereng matahari Cimory Bawen Semarang, besoknya di sekolah dia anget, nggak mau makan, ya udah malemnya bawa ke DSA. Udah tuh seminggu sudah berlalu obat udah abis. Tetapi sepertinya masih ada radangnya, senin lalu—dia seringnya sakit di hari senin g paham juga kenapa—anget lagi kan dia. Ya sudah dibawa ke DSA langganan lagi, DSA terkece se Pati raya lah pokoknya. Pasiennya dari mana-mana jadi kalo berobat ngantrinya luama, di dalem g ada 15 menit.

Udah tuh. Eh dua hari terakhir, setiap video call kuperhatiin ini bocah ngedip-ngedipin matanya terus. Sebelumnya kukira karena kebanyakan screentime aja, karena pas itu lagi nonton upin ipin, tapi besoknya masih gitu. So I was totally sure, something wrong ini pasti. LOL karena dua bulan lalu gw juga pernah berada dalam kondisi yang sama mata nggak nyaman dan kedap kedip mulu, ceritanya ada di sini.

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but this is my life now

02 Wednesday Oct 2019

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Tiba-tiba ingin menulis sesuatu karena ter-trigger salah satu baitnya BTOB: Missing You.

 

Duh gimana ya, gw takut nulis kemudian salah menyampaikan pandangan. LOL, nanti audiens pada salah persepsi lagi, mengingat cakupan pembaca blog ini yang cukup variatif kalangannya—LOL—gw mau ketawa juga sebenernya—malah lawak. Because people tend to read the fluctuations of my mental health through this blog.

LOL again, salah siapa terlalu jujur di sini?

😂

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Begini kisanak. Lagu ini sebenarnya tidak secara keseluruhan merepresentasikan apa yang saya rasakan. Hanya ada bagian-bagian tertentu yang sepertinya mewakili.

 

Another day passed today, nothing different
Being alone doesn’t feel awkward at all
I thought I couldn’t live without you but this is my life now
But I do feel a little empty, I guess I’m still at that place

 

Yes, I am living like this and some space of me is missing. Dan saya tidak tahu akan sampai kapan.

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late night confession of Oct 1st

01 Tuesday Oct 2019

Posted by Atviana in A cup of poetry

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I don’t know what to name this post.

I started this day with bucket of tears even before I fell asleep.

Unconsciously, I feel so drained without knowing the reason.

The reason that deep down is—always—laying on the floor,

of the hollow,

of my soul.

…

Apparently I am not so done about this.

Something is still lingering, and scratching my skin.

And sometimes hurts my heart too.

💔

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