let me hold your hand

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Hold my hand, lee hi, lesson learnt, life companion, life lesson, life story, Love

It started when I—as usual—was streaming randomly at YouTube and this song came up and played. Then, I remember the time when we started this all, trying to know each other and trust each other. The time when I barely knew you—and honestly, I still learn to know you more bit by bit, by now. It was almost a year ago.

Let me hold your hand, again and again and again!

 

love,
atviana

postscript: It is always like this. One song is entitled to particular one moment. Once it plays, the rest is just the pieces of memory. 

postscript 2: the location of Lee Hi Run to You this time is Sinchon, I or let say we have many loving moments there. hahaha..

The Very Best Planner!

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atviana traveling talk, friendship, lesson learnt, life, life story, Love, marriage, seoul foliage trip, Traveling Talk, wedding

*I planned to post this exactly on October 1^st however with everything that were going on, I just forgot to do so, -wide grin-*

Alloh swt is the very Best Planner, ever!

Wedding Preparation and the Drama! Ah!

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friendship, life, life lesson, Love, romantic, travel, wedding

image by favim.com

Assalamu alaikum, hello reader!

Hari ini H-8 atau H-9 yak?
Gosh, kadang-kadang gw juga nggak ngeh kalau udah bentar lagi.

Yeah! I am getting married very soon. InsyaAlloh. Who is he? I will talk about him on another post perhaps. Postingan ini sebenarnya ingin menggarisbawahi ke-tidak-ngapa-ngapain-an saya menjelang pernikahan, dan rasa—masih—tidak percaya saya soal ini.

Is it really true? Is it even real?

when

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daily life, lesson learnt, life lesson, Love

When you could not retain your anger,
rest of the matters are just complete disasters.
When you can’t value the things precious around you,
nothing really come into you. 
Again.

 

#reallyselfnote

…
You’re the light, you’re the night
You’re the color of my blood
You’re the cure, you’re the pain
You’re the only thing I wanna touch
Never knew that it could mean so much, so much
…

16/06/2016

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friendship, lesson learnt, life, Love, romantic, sweet memory

taken from coverlayout.com

I feel a  bit weird, and it is definitely different. I do feel like, hhh… fall in love?

16.06.2016. Happy Birthday to me. And this feeling indeed, appears like a present. For me.

it is where I belong

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daily life, friendship, home, life, Love, poem, poetry, romantic

it is where I belong

I, almost certainly say Pati is my wonder place,
where I could rest all my anxiety and stress

but Jayapura is always there,
where I store those happiest childhood memories ever

then, Yogyakarta will always be my favorite,
no matter how far I’ve gone it always be home

still, Bogor is where I’ve rooted for so long,
where I found friendships, love and all what could come along

and then again, now Jakarta is where I stand,
with its numerous chances, it gives me spaces
to aspire, to dream,
and to be dare facing what life could bring

 

14/06/2016 two more days to be exact 27. Haa. Tell me more!
cheers,

atviana

Teori Kesepadanan Vol 2.

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daily life, daily rumble, lesson learnt, life, life companion, life lesson, life story, Love, romantic

Teori Kesepadanan Vol 2.

an honest talk about differences. and what it can tag along.

Well, so many theories developed around couple pairing or soul mates that meant to be together. Even I have created my own: Teori Kesepadanan. That post alone is not sufficient till I make the volume 2 of this post, since you know what I am facing now is completely new. I used to be attracted to people with at least one of these qualities in them, similar educational or professional background, artsy soul, leadership nature or something I can fancy at—basically fan-girling at.

The common believes are mostly divided into two sides; (1) Soul mates are essentially different individuals so they can complement each other flaws; then (2) Soul mates shall have lots of similarity so they could go along well together. And it comes to my theory which stands in between. Soul mates are basically have at least one common match: they have the same future potential and capacity to move forward despite of their differences: life, nature, characteristics, personal, background and anything you can relate.

Perfect and Imperfections

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contemplation, daily life, life, life lesson, Love

photo credit: favim.com

Life is not as perfect and beautiful as your mind could imagine and maybe your life is just much-much better than what people’s living out there—or maybe not that far, your closest one.

I am in the middle of huge contemplation. Since you know, I am in the midway of decision making process for a very important phase of my life. Yet the facts and circumstances that encountered my direction just slapped me casually right in the face.

past is in the past

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daily life, family, friendship, lesson learnt, life, Love

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

past is in the past,
No place for past in the future—just refer them as that—darn!—lessons.

With a mixed feeling I tried to write this. What feelings? First it has been months for me not to write post. Last post was on October. Hahahaha… Lots of things happened in between. Second, relief. After three years of wondering. Third, hurt. It is hurt for being betrayed, what ever the matter.

The end of 2015 was really a mix.

when someone stands exactly in your shoes

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friendship, lesson learnt, life lesson, life story, Love, medan, meeting, photography

Assalamu ‘alaikum wr. wb.

Hello readers! How are you? Hoping you are in great condition.

I want to update my latest news and write to you, since it’s been almost a month without new post. hehehe… My general—and the same old lame reason is I was so busy lately. Lots of work to handle, lots of overnight dues, mission to another part of Indonesia and more of drama. Yet all the things happened are just revolving around works related stuffs, no personal affair attached. LOL!

The previous statement is just exclaiming how desperate I am for a turn point in my personal life. However I am too lazy to start. Even just to start liking someone. Anyone. New.

Another BIG LOL!