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I’ve heard this song once it was first released but really I didn’t take it too personal. But this morning while doing some house chores I was streaming on Youtube and found the recent James Corden carpool karaoke with Michale Bublé and listened to this song again. And I just felt like some part of me could closely relate to the song, or even to Michael’s story. It really got me especially when the part of Michael was being so emotional and getting teary eyes. I do understand his feeling.

I am kind of person who will have dreams on something I worry about, so I have been dreaming things, several times during this past year. And the dream I dreamt last night, let say quite made me scared.

So this song kind of reminds me, it is okay for feeling some doubts, for asking my self that question, am I lying to my self again? It is okay for being not okay.

Just because I wander ’round the places we would go
Hoping that I’d run into you one last time
Just because I never took your picture off my phone
Doesn’t mean that you’re still on my mind

Just because I accidentally slipped and said your name
Well, I heard your song, it makes me insecure
Just because I know I’ll never ever feel the same
Doesn’t mean I love you anymore

Am I lying to myself again
When I say you’re not the best I’ve ever had?
Am I lying to myself again
When I say that I’m not missing you so bad?

Just because I’m on my knees and swearing I would change
And I’d do anything to hear you say “I’m yours”
Just because I know I’ll never ever feel the same
Doesn’t mean I love you anymore (love, love)
Uh uh
Uh uh

Am I lying to myself again
When I say you’re not the best I’ve ever had?
Am I lying to myself again
When I say that I’m not missing you so bad?

Just because I’m on my knees and swearing I would change
And I’d do anything to hear you say “I’m yours”
Just because I know I’ll never ever feel the same
Doesn’t mean I love you anymore (anymore, anymore)

Doesn’t mean I love you anymore